"There's one last shot to get the ending right."

"we’re gonna say goodbye
we’re gonna say goodnight
i wish there was more time

Because we’re givin it up
but we’ll be just fine
we’re gonna go, go, go
to the next state line
and we’re livin it up
leave it all behind
and we’ll say goodnight
to a closing skyline

i’m alright
absolutely sure i’ll get through all of this
up all night
there’s one last shot to get the ending right"

- Farewell "88s"

And before I knew it...

It was gone just like that...

Damn...Its only been a few days, and yet I still have That day running through my mind as if I had hit the lottery. As much as I'd LOVE to talk about it, nobody can appreciate it as much as I can.
I swear all the planets must have aligned that day, because it had undone everything I had been winding up all of these years.

...I wish it could have lasted for awhile longer.

Why does this have to be so hard? I would give the world for another day, let alone a lifetime.

I don't know anymore, meeting someone so compatible with me seems impossible... Its no wonder why I had gone mia in the first place.
I guess the world has something else in store for me... I just hope it would be soon.

*sigh* Nothing left to do now but to wash my hands and start again, but god knows when that opportunity of a lifetime comes again.

Happy birthday, but you still lack something.

Awesome! 21 years finally, and oh boy is it a great feeling.
I guess you can say this has been one of my most productive birthdays yet, starting with an hour visit to the DMV, and then a dinner with friends. Ahh, nothing more exciting then ordering your first public alcohol beverage.
(Now that I think about it... Did I really lick out the flame on my birthday candle?)

Its a great thing really. There are not many moments where I can look back and appreciate the things that I have at that moment. I don't know though... I still don't feel satisfied, but I honestly think that I could never be fully satisfied.

No matter how I look at goals, I'm probably being too optimistic. I mean come on, to have another relationship as I once had? Hah! Here I go waking up everyday with that motivation that it'll be the day, only to end the day back in bed with complete failure. Yep! Story of my life.

Oh well, what can you do huh?
Keep your head up, and look forward with that "Never give up" mentality.

Yea. Never give up...