Just reactivated and logged into Facebook to message a few lost contacts, trying to keep in touch with old friends while trying to boycott social networking sites isn't the easiest thing to do.
So after scrolling around on the first page and looking at people's status updates, I started viewing profiles, especially this one in particular. After looking at the recent pictures, I've come to realize that I've been sitting on my ass and sulking for two years. Two long years of unmotivated half ass-ness.
All that time excluding myself only to fear rejection. Out of all the chances I was offered, I only accepted a hand full of invites... basically things that were handed to me... How pathetic.
Whatever happen to "I'm going to try to be more adventurous..."
I'll give this one more try, after all I'm just another tally on the wall if I'm turned down right? There are plenty of more opportunities out there right?
...Right?
Time to Re-deactivate my Facebook account again.
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This is where the bottled in emotions go. Behind the happy go lucky exterior, comes an ocean of sadness and despair. I'm Scott Phan, and this is where I go to release all of the late night emotions that causes my insomnia.
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