n.
1. One who usually expects a favorable outcome.
2. A believer in philosophical optimism.
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opti·mistic adj.
opti·misti·cal·ly adv.
I think I've been Too optimistic.
It seems like every time I look forward to something, an achievable goal for myself, I am always the person that falls face first. Everything I planned, everything that should go right, goes the opposite direction to leave me behind, alone, and abandoned. I can't even look towards that person to help me, cause god knows that person is as much help as bottling up my own emotions.
Talk it out? Fuck that shit. It'll never solve anything besides inform the other person your problems so that they could "Comfort" you in a sympathetic tone of voice.
"Get it off your chest"? It'll never happen. It'll just sit and reside with you for the rest of your life. That shit will always be in the back of your mind, forever reminding you for your own failure.
Shit, I think its safe to say that I had a comfortable lifestyle just looking at everything in a pessimistic point of view. Everyone is going to die. A Goal is another word for impossible job. Its true that life has it's ups and downs, but if you look forward to the great things in life... You'll be in for a great disappointment.
Oh well, this is what I get for stepping outside of myself. I take initiative and this is what I get. Heh, I guess I was never meant to be anything else other than That friend. That's how life is, and that's how I'll always expect it to be.
I can say that I'll be over it now, but everyone knows that I won't be. I won't show it though, but hey, That's life right?
c'est la vie.
If anybody
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