And just like that...

These past few days have been surreal, but just like that. I'm put back into reality.

I've come to realize that nothing lasts forever, as much as we push for it, things will end. Hell, everything has an end...






Hello, Reality? This is Scott Phan, and I'd like to check in please.

I Really REALLY am starting to hate life right now.

I'm going to bite the social bullet soon... We'll see how that goes.


Ahh...Nothing like having no self faith in lieu of going out of my way to be liked...Which only gets me Oh so far....

Insert emo title here.

Life... I'm starting to hate it right now.



BUT my hair is growing out to what i wanted it to be, Now only if my sideburns were longer...

omg. haircut.

WTF happen to my bangs?

This doesn't feel right at all... when 3 months come around, my hair better look damn good.

Its been awhile.

Not many words to describe how i've been since the last update... So I'll just throw it down to this song.

Ellegarden - Mr. Feather

Hey Mr. Feather do you think you're really fly
Mr. Clever she is fool enough to trust you
Mr. Stupid you are not like anyone
Mr. Famous I don't know your real name
Mr. Tiny your dream is so big
Mr. Clumsy what you've made is so art
Mr. Doubtful don't you trust yourself at all
I'm Mr. Complain
Yeah my life is shit

Give me something that's I'll never fail
Give me something that I understand
Give me something that I'll never lose again

Hey Mr. Smiley do you smile when you are sad
Mr. Crazy where is the border of sanity
Mr. Jealous hope you don't have any secrets
Mr. Money what do you want for next Christmas
Mr. Perfect have you ever pulled it off
I'm Mr. Complain
Yeah my life is shit

Give me something that I'll never fail
Give me something that I understand
Give me something that I'll never lose again
You are not here You are not here You are not here beside me
You are not here You are not here You are not here
Yeah my life is shit

Mr. Feather do you think you're really fly
Mr. Clever she is fool enough to trust you

Give me something that's I'll never fail
Give me something that I understand
Give me something that I'll never lose again

I WANT

A YORKIE!

I'm going to buy one.


I WILL have one...








...and I'll call him Pikachu.

Two years.

Just reactivated and logged into Facebook to message a few lost contacts, trying to keep in touch with old friends while trying to boycott social networking sites isn't the easiest thing to do.

So after scrolling around on the first page and looking at people's status updates, I started viewing profiles, especially this one in particular. After looking at the recent pictures, I've come to realize that I've been sitting on my ass and sulking for two years. Two long years of unmotivated half ass-ness.
All that time excluding myself only to fear rejection. Out of all the chances I was offered, I only accepted a hand full of invites... basically things that were handed to me... How pathetic.

Whatever happen to "I'm going to try to be more adventurous..."


I'll give this one more try, after all I'm just another tally on the wall if I'm turned down right? There are plenty of more opportunities out there right?




...Right?






Time to Re-deactivate my Facebook account again.