June 20th... What the hell?

It's already June 20th, and the 4th of July is around the corner. How did time pass by this quickly? I guess I'm enjoying the hookah lounge so much that I don't even realize how much time I've spent.

Although... not everything has been all fine and dandy for the past 6 months. I've hit enough rough patches thus far to make a hole in my wall, but its nothing too big to stress over about. Well for now that is, but you know what? When things get shaky, all you've got to do is to look at the brighter side of things. Just always know that you've given it your all, and there shouldn't be remorse for your actions. Don't think of it as failure, but think of it as another chance to try harder.

Heh, Someone once a few years back that I'm pessimistic. I honestly thought for the worst whenever things would happen. It was then that I realized, "You know what, I need to change myself if I want to go anywhere. All I see in the mirror is a mess. A guy that's scared to initiate conversation with anybody, a nobody that disassociates himself because he thinks too lowly of himself. This shouldn't be me, I should be something better." I guess it was then when I changed my attitude. I learned to look at things with an optimistic point of view, to start off my "Operation:SC (Self-confidence)" Shortly afterwards I started to see my life slowly change, from being all alone and negative, to somewhere in the positive zone. Where I would think that people would instantly judge me, I can now just walk up to them and give them something to judge. I'm obviously nowhere complete with this little operation of mine, but what I can say is that I'm making progress, and though there's still much more I would like, the rest will take time, and the right timing. It has been a rough start for me, but baby, things are just getting started!

Today, Monday June 20th. I'm going M.I.A for a day, meaning No phone, No internet, No Scott.

All I've got is the road, and whatever the price of gas is right now :[

I'm mainly taking this day to recollect my thoughts, my views, and also to think about some of the things I've done wrong this past year. I'll get some alone time to find my inner self, and hopefully shed off some of this bad mojo that's gotten me into some deep shit. Shit so deep, Its got me pretty stressed these past few weeks.

Wish me luck internet, I'll see you on Tuesday!