*Sigh* Oh Scotty. Scotty, Scotty, Scotty. What are you doing to yourself? This can't be healthy. You need to fix yourself up and do something about it, before you hurt yourself.
Yeah, I know what you may be thinking. If you know me, then you'd know the previous step by step process that I've been going through. But things are different now... Yeah, I'm not going to let things like this go by, if I fall, then I'm going down with a fight. I'm not going to just crumble. No not anymore.
I like how I can say shit like this, and hype myself up over things to "prevent" or "move on," but you and I both know that regardless of what I say, what I do, or how things go down I'm always going to fall face first into the rocks. Yeah I may smile alot, but I'm aware that I could still smile when I'm madly depressed or sad.
I don't know anymore, I mean I've been through some tough shit before so all I can expect is to endure it really. The drop will come regardless of the pace, the only thing you can do is to keep your head high and see where it takes you.
Anyways, I'm trying something new. I opened up comments for my blogs. You can post anonymously so please feel free to criticize, leave me some words of wisdom, or even ask me a question. If there are any questions, I'll try my best to reply in the next blog post.
Sooo, on a side note...
:| How do I endure this? I don't think I've got enough in my heart to handle it.
...ARGH BE OPTIMISTIC SCOTT. THERE IS NO TIME FOR NEGATIVITY.
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