"it's not the fear of the stream that I can't cross
its the thought of what I would say
beause my main problem is I can't (is I can't) is I can't make conversation"
its the thought of what I would say
beause my main problem is I can't (is I can't) is I can't make conversation"
This pretty much explains it. The hardest part is to connect with someone, and when its possible... Can I put it in my own words to get that mutual feeling? I don't think its ever possible, and 90% of the time I find myself walking into the darkness, either hoping for a light to shine my way, or I stumble and fall. I guess I need to endure this darkness until I'm guided, because I'm not ready to fall yet. Not now.
Anyway, highlights from the last update.
Timmy is crashing here for the week, Its refreshing to have somebody new to hang around.
More hours, I can't stress enough about how much I Love the new store, friendly customers and a warm welcoming.
Classes starting soon, It'll be refreshing how this year will go.
New phone! Blackberry bold! aand so far, I'M LOVING IT! I haven't even used the blackberry to it's full potential and yet i'm still in love with this!
Thanks again for everybody who attended the BBQ yesterday, it really was a highlight of the summer. Nothing like a good BBQ with the indoor pool and hookah to set things off, and karaoke to boot!
New friends, and new experiences. This helps me evolve and learn about myself. Fads are fads, but the ones important enough will leave impressions either helping you learn from them or shaping yourself.
So pretty much, Life's good. 'Nuff said.
Now if only I could get my relationship skills up to par with my personality. Then life will be easy again.
Hi I'm Scott, and its a pleasure to meet you :D
Its quite funny, 2 years ago I found myself in such situations where I could only live life and see where life would take me.
..Things have not changed much, but i'm content with my life.
Lets just say that my eyes have adjusted to the darkness, and as much as it hurts to walk on glass, I've built up enough tolerance to endure the very steps I take.
Bring it on life...I'm ready for you.
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